Thursday, February 01, 2007
The Stork is back!
Happy Birthday Hunter!!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
10 Months!
Happy Belated Birthday Dad!!
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Tagged Again!

I was tagged by Sara to pick the nearest book, go to page 123 and write down a few lines and then tag 3 people.
I picked Born in Our Hearts. It sits on my coffee table and reminds me everyday of Emma. I had just got this book right before they named our Feb. group (It's a sign!)
Anyway, on to page 123...
Miricles Do Happen!
Gathering the papers was not difficult, just time consuming, and in March 1996, we received our referral.The referral photo was very small, but the child was adorable and became mine in our heart almost immediately.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Why China #26
Why China? A very good question with a very long answer.
In order to do this I must rewind 10 years. Before Mike and I got married we had the talk about starting a family. Anyone who knows me knows how important family is to me and how much I wanted to be a mother one day. We both agreed that we were in no hurry but that children were in our hearts and our future. Well things happened much quicker than we anticipated and 5 months after we got married we found out that I was pregnant. We weren't trying but we were so excited that we were going to be parents. The happiness only lasted a few weeks as I miscarried at 8 weeks. I had an ectopic pregnancy. It was at that time that we started thinking more about having a baby. Over the next 5 years we went through 4 more miscarriages, the last one being another ectopic and resulting in me losing one of my tubes. All of the miscarriages were very hard on us but we still had hope of having a child. We decided to see a fertility specialist and went through all of the test and various treatments only to have one more miscarriage. It was at this time we felt that we couldn't put ourselves through anymore heartache.
During this time a good friend of mine at work was adopting from Ukraine. I had followed along with his journey and was so excited when he brought his sweet little girl home. This was the first time in years that I had a glimmer of hope that we could still be parents. In October of 2003 we went to a Welcome Home party for the family and were able to meet this precious little one that they had adopted. While Mike and I had talked about adopting I was never sure that we would. The very next day we left for a vacation to Gulf Shores. We spent much of the week talking about the adoption. It was then that we realized that it wasn't that important for us to have a child but that it was important for us to be able to love and raise a child. So in Jan. 2004 we went to a meeting to get some info about adopting from Ukraine. At that time we didn't really look at all our options. I'm not sure that I realized how many options there were. All I knew was that I was so touched by the stories that I heard and that this was where we were headed. We met many wonderful people along the way that I will treasure forever. Like anything we do the process became very slow (imagine that!) Our paperwork went to Ukraine in May and by August things had come to a hault. Finally in early December we got the letter that we had an appt at the NAC on Jan 12, 2005 (right at 1 year from when we had started). During that month we had things happen that made us feel like we should stop the process but how could we have waited this long and not go follow our dream? So on Jan. 10th we made the flight from Louisville, KY to Kiev, Ukraine. Two days later we went to the NAC to find our child. Once there we were told that there were no healthy children that day (we expected this so we pushed for them to show us something). Finally a file for a little girl almost 2 was placed in front of us. We were told she had a cleft palete and needed massage therapy for her shoulder. I knew we could handle this so we accepted and left the next night to go get our daughter. How amazing that felt knowing that we had a daughter! We got to the orphanage, talked with the director, and the little girl was brought into us. She was beautiful! We sat on the floor playing with her and checking her out. It was then that they showed us her shoulder and back and we found out she had spinal bifida and only 1 kidney. In a single moment our dreams were crushed. While we so wanted this little girl to be part of our family we felt we couldn't bring this her home knowing her life expectancy was so short. We weren't prepared for this. We waited another week for another appt at the NAC. During this week the director started changing the process and made it very hard to get another appointment. A week and a half later we finally got that appt but didn't feel comfortable with our options. We decided that it was in our best interest that we come home. To us this meant we would never be parents. Never in a million years would I have thought that this could happen. We arrived home and a week later I found out I was 6 weeks pregnant (now I know why I was so sick in Ukraine). For the first time I felt like this was going to happen, maybe this was God's plan for us. This must have been the reason we came home from Ukraine! Three weeks later we again miscarried.
The next few months were so hard on us. Being around any kids was very hard and I became very withdrawn from those social situations. It was during this time that China came into play. My friend Beth had just returned home from Russia with her son and we had a dinner for them. While out at the dinner a group of women sat at a table next to us with the cutest little Chinese girl. I couldn't stop watching her. Now, I'm a very shy person, so it took a lot for me to go and talk to them. Jen had been home for 5 months from China and had used an agency in Lexington by the name of A Helping Hand. She gave me all the info and told me not to give up on my dream. I still wasn't ready to put my heart out there but I did look into it. The next week I got a call from my friend Cyndee (she had started the Ukraine process and switched to China) and she also told me not to give up and that I should think more about China. This always stayed in my mind but it wasn't until August 2005 when I got a card in the mail telling me about a seminar A Helping Hand was having that I took any steps. I had no clue as to how I got this as I had never contacted them. I attended the seminar which was incredible. When I walked in I was greeted by Jen, the lady I had met months before. She had found our address and had given it to AHH in hopes that we would come. I couldn't believe she had went to all of this trouble. Mike had a prior obligation for a friends wedding so he was unable to attend. They were going to have another seminar in Oct so I signed us up as I wanted Mike to experience it first hand.
Now people may think I'm crazy but I have always believed in signs (I just don't always follow them!) In the few weeks before we went to the seminar I had lots of signs. I hadn't watched Adoption Story in some time and when I turned it on there was a family adopting from China and using AHH! I kept turning on the TV only to see stories that delt with China. We got a new resident at the hospital and she was from China. Of course everywhere I went I saw little Chinese girls. The last straw was when I had the TV on and the sound went out. I looked up to see what was wrong and across the screen it said A Helping Hand! I don't know why it was there and at that point I didn't care, I felt that it was my sign! So this is what lead us to China.
Now, I want to apologize to everyone for the slow down, it must be my fault!!! All I know is that everything we have been through, all of the heartache and years gone by will all be worth it when Emma is placed in our arms.
**Sorry for this being so long but I really did try to condense it. BTW, thanks Melissa for passing the torch! Now it's my turn. Stay tuned....
The progression:So it's come down to this> Omega Mom>Letters from the Zoo> The Singing Bird>Elsie Elsewhere>Chicago Mama>Sopapilla>Are we There yet?>Hope Springs>Jiaozi>Figlet>Bionic Valentine>Hao Bao Bao>Mortimers Mom>Jazzie & Tahlia>Ruby In her Own Time> hey ho, hey ho>Love Made Real>The Moon is Always Female>Buttercup>Waiting for Sprout>Somewhere in China...> TBG Happenings >Our Unforgottten Daughter >Awaiting Ava >Waiting on Emma >Lane's Red Thread
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Happy Birthday Steve!
Happy Birthday Galya!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Happy Birthday Courtney!!
Monday, January 15, 2007
Updated Home Study!
Thanks Amber for being so good to us!
Sunday, January 14, 2007
A Big Thank You To Sara!

Friday, January 12, 2007
2 Years Ago Today!
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Happy Birthday Stevie!
Sunday, January 07, 2007

I was putting away things in Emma's room and I remembered I never showed you what my Mom got Emma for Christmas. My Mom thought it was so cute and had to buy it. I guess we will have to wait and see how cute she thinks it is the first time Emma can't take Mom and Dad anymore and calls Nana begging her to come get her. Thanks Mom, we loved it!
Friday, January 05, 2007
Can You Believe I Bought This?
I just realized that I didn't post any Christmas pictures so I will have to put a few on here but this was one of my favorites. Now, anyone who knows me knows that I have always been a huge UK fan. How could I have ever married a Louisville fan?!! Over the years I have dragged Mike to many UK games and even made him wear Kentucky stuff. Anyway, when I was shopping for him this year I bought him this Louisville pullover and found this little shirt for Emma. I can't believe I bought her something Louisville but you can see it made Mike happy. He took it everywhere we went Christmas to show everyone what I had bought.
My day turned around!
In the mist of my bad tooth day we had a delivery that seemed to really perk me up! It wasthe final gift from our March Secret Pal. I was so excited to get it and finally find out who has been sending me (us) all of these wonderful gifts. Who could this wonderful person be?...
Drumroll please... Our wonderful and amazing pal is Chrissie! I couldn't believe it! Months ago I helped fill in setting up the book swap for Chrissie and have been following along her journey ever since. Not once did I ever think that she was my secret pal!
Chrissie sent me this wonderful Corolle doll for Emma. I love it! I have thought about ordering it many times but hadn't! She is so sweet and just the perfect size for Emma to carry around. Thank you so much Chrissie for this wonderful and thoughtful gift!
I want to thank Chrissie so much for putting so much love and thoughtfulness into each and every gift you have sent us. I am so excited to finally get to thank you! I have been following your journey and have been so excited about the wonderful news of your pregnancy and even more excited to hear it is a girl!! I know your journey is changing but I want you to know how much you have touched our life and journey to Emma!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
I had a bad day!
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
It's official
The Stork has flown!
The stork has finally arrived! I want to congratulate all of those who received their referrals this month. The stork delivered referrals that were logged in from 9/8-9/27. It's a little movement but I sure wish it had been more. We are 6 months and 2 days down the line. I sure hope things speed up or there won't be any traveling this year. Tuesday, January 02, 2007
A Very Special Birthday Wish!
Today is a very special day. It is my Mom's birthday. On this very special day I want to send a special birthday wish to Mom and let her know how much she is loved. The three of us girls are so lucky to have her in our lives. She has been here with us for everything, the good and the bad. We are so forturnate to have her here close to us each and everyday. Mom, thank you for being our Mom and our best friend. We love you! We hope you have a wonderful birthday!
Monday, January 01, 2007
Friday, December 29, 2006
Another Month Down!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
All decorated, waiting on Santa!!
This is our patriotic tree. I love the USA theme in our RED room!
This is our elegant little tree. We have it in Emma's room right now but next year we hope to do a special tree for Emma.
Each year we get a new family ornament. This is our newest. I didn't get the best picture of it but it has all our names on it. This is the first ornament we have with Emma's name on it! Even though she isn't here with us yet we know in our hearts she is out there somewhere waiting on us. On this Christmas our wish is for her to be warm, fed and loved! We love you Emma and can't wait until you are home with us!
We also want to wish all of our friends, family and blogger pals a very Merry Christmas!
Thank you all for being so supportive to us!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Hey Martin Kids, Check this out!
We just wanted to give the Martin kids a shot of the presents that should be under their tree. You see, last year two of the kids decided to open and then rewrap some of the gifts so they could find out what they were getting! So this year Santa brought their gifts to our house with a note not to deliver until Dec. 24th!! No peeking this year Charlee and Chase!! For the record I haven't wrapped any of the gifts that we bought yet!
Friday, December 22, 2006
My Big News!
YOU GOT IT!Lisa is our pal too! Who would have ever thought that we would get each other?! All these months I have been following Lisa's blog. I began to feel a friendship form but then would laugh thinking I must be loco as Lisa had no clue who we were! Now I know she had posted a comment here and there on my site so she knew we existed but I was sure she didn't know us like we were learning to know her. I just wanted to let Lisa know how much joy she has brought to our wait. We hope one day soon we will get to meet Lisa, Tate and sweet Mesa!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Lot's to talk about!
Friday, December 15, 2006
On the 12 day of the reveal...
On the 12 day of the reveal my secret pal gave to me...
When we opened our package the first thing we saw was this note from our secret pal explaining the contents of the bag! So who is our pal?! Well she didn't identify herself as she signed the note, Love your Secret Pal.... We thought today was the reveal, so come on, who is our amazing secret pal?
We then pulled out the sweetest gift made for Emma from our secret pal. We loved it! I can't believe how much time and love our pal put into making this bear for Emma. I love the detail and the colors that our pal picked out. We can tell how much time, thoughtfulness and love was put into making it. It is something we can't wait to share with Emma and tell her all about our wonderful secret pal. This was truly very special to the both of us.
On the bears arm was another special gift for Emma. Our pal had sent me the exact same bracelet (except bigger!!) for my birthday back in August. For those of you who don't know this is a red thread bracelet. This red thread bracelet connects me to our daughter in China. I can't wait until we have Emma in our arms and we can share her bracelet with her. When we opened this gift it brought tears to my eyes to think just how much love and thoughtfulness has been put into each of these wonderful gifts that our pal has sent us. I guess what you are still waiting to hear is who our wonderful secret pal is. Well at the very bottom of this bag we found this special little note filling us in on who our secret (now not so secret) pal is. Any guesses?!!
Our secret pal is Lisa! I can't believe it!! Months and months ago when I joined the quilt swap my first square came from Lisa. It was then that I found her blog. I have so enjoyed following her journey to her Tate-r-bug and now I feel a special connection to her.
Lisa, I FINALLY know who to send my HUGE thank you too! Each and every month we have looked forward to receiving your packages. Each gift has been so thoughtful and every month I have felt closer to this wonderful pal that has a special place in my heart, YOU!! Thank you for making these past months go by much quicker. You always seem to cheer us up and put smiles on our faces during this long wait. This red thread that connects us to our daughter now also connects us to you, our wonderful new friend! I sure hope one day soon we will have the chance to meet in person as you have become so special to us. Sending lots of hugs to you, Mesa and Tate!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
On the 11th day of the reveal...
On the 11th day of the reveal my secret pal gave to me (MIKE & ME)...
Our secret pal gave us these two adorable mugs with candycane cocoa! They are so cute. We love hot cocoa! I have never had candycane cocoa. I can't wait to try it but I think I will wait for it to get cold again here. It was in the teens and now it is back in the 6o's so I'll have to let everyone know how good it is later. The mugs are so cute. I love snowmen and can you believe it, I don't have any Christmas mugs! Until now!f
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
On the 10th day of the reveal...
Okay, you may think it is for Emma but I say it is for ME! I absolutely love this gift! I have been looking for letters to go in Emma room. Hey, secret pal, did you make this?!! How did you do it? I would love to have Emma's full name if you want to share your secret. Come on, you can just go ahead and tell me who you are. For some reason I am taking it that I'll have to wait until that 12th day. We are down to 2 days! Back to the E! This E is so cute and check out the label she put with it. Is my pal creative or what?!! It will match Emma room perfectly. Once again my pal sure does know us. Thanks again to my fabulous secret pal! Check back tomorrow for day 11!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
On the 9th day of the reveal...
Emma got linking toys! I love the linking toys! I am sure they will give Emma hours of entertainment. The one on the left is a linking toy that has a mirror on one side and a place for a picture on the other. I can't wait to pick out a picture to put in it. We are just loving these presents! Wait until tomorrow for more! By the way secret pal, don't you want to give us a hint. I think you really do have a Kohls!Monday, December 11, 2006
On the 8th day of the reveal...
Our pal gave Emma the cutest little pair of tights. This is Emma's first pair! I have always thought that little tights look cute with an outfit. I'll have to show these to Mike's Mom. She is always worried about the grandkids not being fully covered so I know she will love these! Now I did notice that these tights came from Kohls (one of my favorite stores), so my secret pal lives near a Kohls!! How many Kohls are there in the US? Do you think it can help narrow down my choices? Probably not! I guess I will just have to wait 4 more days!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
How did he get this old?
I wanted to send out a big birthday wish to my nephew Chase. Today he turned the big 16 so I wanted to warn everyone to stay off the roads! I can't believe how fast he has grown. Now this picture is from early this year so he has grown even more since this picture. I'll have to download some new ones of him. 16 years ago today Chase was born almost 4 months early! He weighed in at a big 3lbs 2oz! He spent the first 2 months of his life in the hospital. What a wonderful young man he has become. Chase, we love you and wish you a happy birthday. Good luck on your permit test. I've got the car ready for you to drive.
On the 7th day of the reveal...
For Emma AGAIN! Emma got the sweetest bib. It's one of those bibs that you can just wipe clean! It even has a pocket to catch all the stuff Emma drops. The other gift has to be for ME! I think my secret pal knows me or is talking to my family. It is a bib clip. You hang the clip around your neck and just attach your napkin to it to make a "bib". Anyone who knows me knows that I need this since I can't go a meal without spilling something on me. I love it! We are having so much fun opening up all these gifts. Thanks pal!
Saturday, December 09, 2006
On the 6th day of the reveal...
On the Sixth day of the reveal my secret pal gave to me (Emma)...
Emma got some take and toss snack cups and heat sensitive spoons. I know these will come in very handy. For one, since this will be our first little one in the house it will be nice to feed her without her burning her mouth! The take and toss cups is great for us since we are always on the go. Secret Pal you are really spoiling us!















